I dont know whether it's a good thing or bad.
Finally, i decided to give up everything .
Too much thing happening around me.
I lose alot of things in between al this matter
My best good sister , cynthia tan & tham yi tian
Do you all know how much i miss you both.
Everytime i miss, everytime i sad
I tend to look at the photo that we've taken.
It's like a never ending hurricane.
The will to survive in it , i have officially lose it all.
Do take care all of you. Really must.
Anyway, a sidenote
I bought a havanians slipper cos it broke.
I finally choose a colour out of all .
I chooses red
Reason is it had a significant meaning to me.
It's his favorite.
I just realise that you want me to move on forward
But sad to say,
I am not moving forward nor move on
But retreating backward to hide in a place or find a suitable place.
If i ever have a chance next life,
I would choose not to know you or you are my enemy
Because i have hurt you so much all this year.
It hurt me to see you suffer. It hurt me to know you're suffering alone.
If you're my enemy, at least i still can know how ur life is going
At least i still can yearn to see the smile on your face.
The smile that i first met in the first place which brought me to you.
I miss that. Please take care my dear.
You will never know what is going to happe next.
Jiayou in everyyhing you do.
I'm sorry, my dear