Thanks ah.

Now then i realised,
I actually lose your moral support toward me.
Thanks and i lose it all.
Even your support, i lose myself.
Real hard really real hard. I cant find anything to comfort me
Not even a single soul.
I hate chan jia en this fuckin person.
Not even a person trust me, not even you.
CJT.

Do take care when you're out sailing.
Do be careful.
I lost it all, even my only pillar in my mind
I thought you understand, i thought
But you dont believe it.